I'm Very Sorry

There's nothing I could write lately. I sank in my blurry mind and stress work. Even my love also was being idle for a long time......

I'm very sorry dear!

I'll make my time for u after this. I miss u badly =(

~My LoVe~

Love is so confusing..

Sometimes I know I don’t deserve to be loved, but I just wish someone would love me anyways.

I’m tormented, I’m crushed, I don’t know what to do.

I’m confused, I’m lost, I totally got no clue.

I know I love you.

Yeah, that’s true.

But when will you start loving me too?

 I wish you weren’t too special, I wish you never became my world.

The problem is you are.

I wish I didn’t know you and I wish I didn’t love you.

The problem is I do.

No matter how loud I laugh, I’m still not happy.

No matter how hard I cry, the sadness inside grows.

The more people love me, the more I feel empty.

I just need you to love me for all the pain to go.

I hope I never met you so I wouldn’t have fallen for you and I wouldn’t have to struggle with my feelings cause I know it’s impossible.

Please tell me what to do.

Specially edited from Wan Sarah. 

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